Mengingat masa lalu..=p

As I said in the previous post. Waktu itu terus berjalan. Dia ga akan pernah berhenti. Sekeras apapun kita minta waktu buat berhenti. Dia akan tetep berjalan, kecuali Tuhan yg pengen waktu itu berhenti. Kadang kita pgn kembali ke masa lalu, pgn kembali ke masa kecil lg, pgn kembali ke masa SMA, pgn kembali ke masa yg menyenangkan. But that's impossible, kita ga bisa muter waktu kembali. So, apa yg harus kita lakuin sekarang? Juz be grateful of your present life now. Live our life. Set your life to be a purpose-driven life. Driven by God's purposes..

Ngomong soal masa lalu. Jadi inget masa" SMA. Orang bilang masa SMA masa yg paling indah. YES, THAT'S TRUE. Inget setaun yg lalu gw ma yg laen lg sibuk"nya nyiapin diri buat UAN. hhh.. ga kerasa udah setaun berlalu. Sekarang orang" jg lg pada sibuk nyiapin UAN. Kangen masa" itu. Deg"an mau UAN. Bimbel di skolah. Blajar bareng. Doa bareng. I will never forget that moments. Ketakutan muncul di setiap hati kita. Takut ga lulus, takut salah ngebuletin LJK, takut.. takut.. takut.. Mungkin itu jg yg dialamin sama yg sekarang lg sibuk"nya UAN. You're driven by fear. Tp knp kita harus takut? Knp kita harus gentar? Kita udah belajar serius, kita udah doa, udah serahin semuanya ke Tuhan. Buat apa kita takut lg? Toh, Dia jg bakal kasih yg terbaik buat kita. Yg terbaik di mata DIa, bukan di mata kita. karena kadang apa yg baik di mata Dia, kita anggap ga baik di mata kita. Kita anggap Dia ga sayang ma kita. Tp yg pasti, He loves us more than anything. So, buat apa takut?

Gw punya 1 passage. Ini gw dpt dr cell group g di malay. Ini bener" bikin gw tenang when I faced final exam last semester.

The Lord is my LECTURER/TEACHER

I will not FAIL

He gives me STRENGTH and WISDOM to study..

He lets me SLEEP in PEACE and CONFIDENCE..

He refreshes my mind and LEADS me to study the right chapters..

To EXALT for His Name's sake..

Yes, though I walk through the corridor of EXAM HALL..

I will feel no fear..

For GOd is with me, who shall be against me..

I know God will PROTECT and SUPPORT me..

You prepare RED CARPET and FLOWERS for my graduation..

You anoint me in my days in (malay, marnat, unpar, eNHaii, SMAK 2, ICAT, UPI, ITB, dll)

I will pass with flying colors..

Surely as long as I seek You, I will be SUCCESSFUL and BLESSED..

And I will graduate.. With u walk beside me..

You should read this. Buat yg skrg lg UAn, jgn takut lagi.. ^^

For GOD is with me, who shall be against me..??

So, don't let your life driven by fear. Ketakutan ga nyelesein masalah. ^^

Kembali lagi ke topik, "masa SMA". ^^

Jgn sia"in masa" itu. Masa dimana bisa kumpul bareng temen", maen bareng, gila"an. Gw ga bilang berarti kl udah kuliah ga bisa kumpul ato maen lg brg temen". Cuma, pasti ada yg beda. Kita udah sibuk masing" dgn kuliah masing". Jarang ada waktu ngumpul. intensitas ketemunya jg ga sebanyak waktu SMA. Inget ini, jadi kangen temen".. Really love my friends. Selalu ada disaat seneng ato susah. Jgn kira kl persahabatan kami itu mulus" aja ga ada rintangannya. Banyak ujian yg udah kita lewatin. Tp ujian itu ga bikin kita putus hubungan. Malah itu yg bikin persahabatan kita makin kuat. Sekarang saat gw jauh dari mereka, gw lbh ngerasa ngehargain mereka. Karena gw ngerasain, tanpa mereka disini brg sama gw, gw ngerasa ada yg kurang. Ga ada yg support scara langsung, ga ada tmn crhat secara langsung. So.. Hargai temen" kalian. They're gifts. ^^..

LUv u all friends.. =p

Happy to have u all..

Luv u:

MIchelle, Agnes, Cung", Kungtai, Yessi, Gina, Kodok, Ye", Pudel, Erin, MarboL, QeT, Jiti, Menk, Beke, Abang, Monic, Viren, Epen, cilun, Jowo. Smuanya yg ga bisa disebuin satu"..

GBU.. ^^